Paying My Dues

Feeling a bit frustrated.
I have to keep my focus on myself and what I've accomplished.
I have to stop comparing myself to others.
I'm testing on Saturday.
Nervous? Yes.
Feeling a bit annoyed, though.
I had to wait almost 7 months for this test.
Someone else got their testing sheet tonight for the same rank as me...after only 3 months.
I wouldn't have minded, but I was told that it was practically mandatory to wait about 6 months.
I guess not.
I feel kinda cheated.
Annoyed.
Let down.
I could have tested 3 months ago.
Thought I was passed up because of the 6-month thing.
Focus.
Focus on me.
I feel let down.