FINALLY

OK. I got my sneakers on, the new ones I bought ages ago, and took a jog around the block. I probably ran about a third of it and walked two-thirds. But it felt good anyway! If only my heel didn't hurt so much. And my shins were tight! But I'm not complaining! Really. I am DETERMINED!
I also started a workout log. Pushups, situps, crunches, etc., etc. I did light exercise after my "jog".

Got It and Got Over It

I'm still recouperating. My arms still ache. My shoulders hurt. But I did it! I'm an official "Green with Brown Stripe!" The test was pretty difficult. But I felt great that I made it through without a hitch.
About the last post...I'm fine now. I guess sometimes I get carried away.I was in a bad mood. Everyone has their own styles, the master instructor has his own reasons for doing what he does, and I shouldn't be concerned about others. I learned my lesson.

Paying My Dues

Feeling a bit frustrated.
I have to keep my focus on myself and what I've accomplished.
I have to stop comparing myself to others.
I'm testing on Saturday.
Nervous? Yes.
Feeling a bit annoyed, though.
I had to wait almost 7 months for this test.
Someone else got their testing sheet tonight for the same rank as me...after only 3 months.
I wouldn't have minded, but I was told that it was practically mandatory to wait about 6 months.
I guess not.
I feel kinda cheated.
Annoyed.
Let down.
I could have tested 3 months ago.
Thought I was passed up because of the 6-month thing.
Focus.
Focus on me.
I feel let down.

Green With Stripe

I got my testing sheet yesterday. I expected to get it for this next test, but it always feels better when the paper is actually in my hand! I feel I know all of my material well. It's been 6 months since I got my last belt. The calisthenics is what is so difficult. I guess it will always be that way anyway. They want to push you to your limits when you test. I guess my limits are more limited than others! I just hope I don't pass out!
Test date is June 18th at 8AM.